I Don't "Chill."

Listening to: Nickel Creek


Ah, it tastes like a South Carolina summer. The humidity in the air, the false politeness, and graduations looming around the corner. Two years ago, I was on the other side of most of that. It's amazing what two years on a mountain will do to you.

Ever since I've been back home, I've been in kind of a funk. Trust me, the rest has been absolutely wonderful. However, I'm just finding myself unmotivated to do anything; this is entirely unlike me. I'm going to attribute my lackadaisical mindset to the odd amount of down time I have until the internship starts. . . I'm sure things will pick up then for certain.

Nevertheless, I am not the kind of person who can just "relax." I don't relax. Ever. So, in addition to watching Dexter, I'm going to continue my "summer-after-college" tradition of watching movise that I said, Hell no, you moron. I can't watch a movie, because that would be fun. I'm don't have fun. You're trying to distract me! to during the school year.

First on the list is: American Beauty, followed by Hard 8.

As far as reading goes, I'll have to gather those thoughts tomorrow. Hopefully, I'll wake up before 1pm. That would be a good start. . . yeah, you should probably go back and read the beginning of the post to understand my critical dilemma.

Ciao for now.