Blessings.

Currently listening to: The Fame Monster by Lady Gaga

My realizations of just how much God has richly blessed me are just now starting to sink in. I have a wonderful internship in my field of study, I have stable relationships with people who love me and for whom that deep love is reciprocated, and God has been answering prayers left and right. I don't think I would have said any of this last summer. Of course, in hindsight, last summer was a time of growing because of the difficulties that accompanied the situations I encountered. But, it's also good to be able to see growth while the growing is occurring. No, this is not always the case; but damn, is it nice to breathe for a change. So often in my life, I feel that I have barely kept my head above water. . . I'm constantly gasping for breath, sometimes even holding it. But right now, God has given me rest and peace through Him. Also, and most importantly, I am confident that He is slowly but surely molding me into His likeness.

All of the things I stated above may seem like common sense to the mature, experienced, Reformed Christian. But, keep in mind: I am young; I am a cynic; and I am a pessimist. That being said, I'm shocked at the words that I'm typing are actually "looking on the bright side." It's quite atypical.

Looking back on my first week in a novel environment, these things have stuck out to me specifically and have greatly enriched and blessed me:

1. I received a long email from a friend earlier this week. I don't know this friend extremely well, but God really used his words to bless me. I can't even really explain it, it just meant a lot. I always look forward to getting to know Godly men on a deeper level, and hopefully this will be the case.

2. I had an excellent time smoking hookah and opening up to a good friend last night. I typically don't open up easily, but I also know that vulnerability breeds vulnerability. So hopefully, this relationship will continue to deepen and God would bless it.

3. Mac/Rymer RA staff is going to be awesome. That's all I have to say.

4. I am certain that Psychology is what I want to do and what I am called to right now. That is comforting.

Ciao for now :)